Wednesday 1 June 2011

Am I here?

Lawatan Ilmiah ke Malaysia Airlines, daripada kelab F1

OMG, this would be my first and last lawatan I'll ever conduct in my entire life. the list of the unfortunate events...
1) Aircon bas rosak selepas 30 minit perjalanan bermula dari sekolah
2) bdak2 laki seramai 26 org dan perempuan hanya 6 org... keadaaan mula panas, bdak2 laki mula membuka baju di dalam bas....
3) seorang kanak2 muda jatuh pengsan di malaysia airlines dan di hospitalized selama 2 jam... guru2 yg terlibat dan ketua rombongan (aku) cuak habis2an~~
4) 5 minit bermula perjalanan pulang, bas rosak di tgh jln.... apekah????
5) parents keep on calling me asking about their kids.... haish~

Even though I lose hope and gave up many times before, I'm still glad that I organized this quite unusual trip for the kids and for myself as well.

That's the bad thing about it. I'm announcing, I received an offer letter of scholarship from USM to further my study for PhD in Astronomy. And I also received letter of acceptance from Uni Of Nottingham to further my study there in UK again. But for a condition that KPM will let me go....

This is my dream job, I want to be an astronomer my whole life... I'm getting my dream to be alive.... but yet... I started to love learning about human relationships. How human can hurt and heal each others feelings. How they argue and reconcile again. How that they managed to be with the ones they hate and eventually they cannot live without each other... I always watched the drama about all of this so-called "nonsense". but by mixing with people, I learned that relationship is a wide mystery. And I'm started to love in learning about human interactions.... So what whould I do? Quit my teaching job and be an astronomer??? please, someone just tell me what to do~!!!

5 comments:

Anonymous said...

quit. for goodness sake, sile terima offer tu ann! hee :P

its up to you, really. kalau pada aku, blaja tentang human ni lifelong learning. ko blaja kat mane2 je. in fact bila ko further study pun, boleh je buat field trip or volunteering work kat mane2 n u'll learn a lot more.

just my two cents ;)

_N.Othman said...

thank Ju! I'm applying to change contract with kpm now. tp hati I still berat... and i dunno why~

Anonymous said...

rum8 sayang, dis is not Ju. notice its Alya, bukannya Ayla ;)

_N.Othman said...

eeiihh??
ko bukan alya lg 1 tu ke?? huhu... ampun rum8~~

aleya said...

lol. ann sorry buat ko confuse. yes yg ini aku. yg kat atas tu account pinjam. hee.