Can we go back to the past~??

Weeping willows sits all alone,
with no one to love, no one to hold,
Thinking of the one who faded away,
She prepare herself for another long day.

Her freedom was founded,
In a house made of stone,
As she was finally given,
A home on her own.

But in only an instant,
    it all went away,
Leaving her just with the memories,
    of a man who couldn't stay.

She readies her future,
   but can't shake her past,
A life filled with love,
That just wouldn't last.

She longs for the day,
They will meet once again,
Completing their painting,
   of beauty within

The angle will dance,
and the prophets will sing,
She will sit by contented,
    to watch the whole thing....

Ikhlas ke tak ni..?

Setelah berusaha memikirkan cara2 utk menghabiskan RM1.2 juta duit kerajaan... last2 namaku dikeluarkan daripada mana2 aktiviti melibatkan luar negara. Nk wat camna... dh nasib badan~~

Ikhlas. Mcm mana nk detect pekerjaan yg kita lakukan adalah tulus dan ikhlas.
This mind is set, so please heart don't speak anymore...
Dipetik daripada teater BLEACH (x ingat part 1 ke 2)

Yang penting kerja disiapkan dengan rasa lapang dan selesa... ikhlas atau tak, ukuran bukan kerja kita sbg manusia biasa yg hina. Yakin akan kepentingan pekerjaan kita dapat meringankan beban yang lain. Dan yakin kita adalah berguna kepada masyarakat ^^

I offer myself to you

"Miss Elliot, I can bear this no longer. You pierce my soul. I'm half agony, half hope. Unjust I may have been. Weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it eight years ago. I have loved none but you. You alone have brought me to Bath. For you alone I think and plan. Have you not seen this?"

Persuasion .:Jane Austen:.

aaaahhhh~~~ the beauty of conservative language of English. And the sweet conservative love of time before urban. What happen with the language of people with time...?  And what happen to the shape of love in time?

Before the introduction of electromagnetic waves to the world... before the widely usage of handphones, email, messenger or even facebook... Love was suppose to be the Trust, Faith and Believe without the need for introduction or falling in love. Love was determination. Love... was marriage.

But now, love is something that you need to work for it. You need to be introduced to it. And you need to fall for it. Before moving on to engagement and marriage. And the worst case scenario is when they say that "Yang kita sayang x semestinya yang kita kahwin"

What about those conservative love for soldiers at war.... When they are married without knowing who is the other half... when all the wives can do is waiting faithfully for their husbands to come back alive (okay, I got this idea from the novel Isteri Hanaoka Seishu) and yet, when the husbands came back, the tangerine feelings inside are precious and priceless. This is what they call "I knew I love you before I know you" by Savage Garden.

Inspire

"You cannot demand change from people, you can only inspire them..."

Lying to be Perfect .:movie:.

These few words of an incomplete sentence that actually came from an unknown movie, has actually gave a deep meaning to myself. What do these words meant? Why am I bothered by these words...

After 2 years of becoming a teacher, i started to feel bored with everything. Repeating the same thing over and over again.... aren't you people get tired of it?? I was wondering, what is this job about? If its about giving them the knowledge, they can just read the books and conduct their own experiments. So, what is the purpose that I am here?

 

Inspirations..... As I received this message from one of my ex-student, somehow everything just fit in. I knew the reason why I am here... Why I have to be here... 

to be the helping hand for them,

to be the one that telling them to dream big and wide,

to be the one to push and give them a little courage to have that 1st step,

to be the one to catch them when they fall,

to give them strength for them to pull through,

to let them experience the life success and failure,

to let them know the importance of love and family,

 

to be the inspiration for them to be a better person.... a much better person than myself

and to inspire is a very huge responsibility~~

X tolak Y

soalan dlm bhs melayu...
X - Y = Y jatuh.... Y minta tolong... tp Y tak ramai kawan

menimbulkan persoalan lain...

kenapa Y tak balas tolakan X?
Y tetap akan jatuh sbb Y cuma ada 1 kaki tp X ada 2 kaki... so lebih stabil...

Nice words with compilations of maths and symbols... based on what we learned in ToK
~Language Bewitched~

To ....

Those complicated words,
In every entry that you posted,
Never fail to lift up the warmness,
Sweetness and tenderness feelings,
which I thought was only felt in lonely days,
But now I know its for others as well.

I love how you make me smile,
Felt with the smiles of thousands,
 When I realized you shine the world,
Giving that tiny light to everyone,
In these vast darkness of the universe,
With just little common words of yours,
That somehow relates deeply inside,
For one and many.

 Even though I know that future are separated for us,
I still need a little courage,
To say the words 'thank you'
for just being you.....aa

Words

Sometimes, simple words can have quite a lot of meanings and giving the warm understandable feelings

STPM extravaganza...

YES!!!!

5 students were announced to achieve straight As for STPM.... and the best part is.. all of them are from physics class.... my class!!!! kihkihkihkihkihkihkihkih



Despite all the hard work... all the annoying reminder... all the frustrating workload... and it came out just fine... These are my 1st batch of students... and I am their only Physics teacher. I fell in love with them from the 1st class i entered... with 3/4 of noisy boys... and some pretty noisy girls as well... I was crying bitterly, don't even know how to handle these young adults...

But in the end... it's all worth it I guess.

Thank you and CONGRATULATIONS to all PraU 3 Science 1 for making my first year of teaching the most exciting until now.
^^

"You Suck At Love"

We started off incredible
Connection undeniable
I swear I thought you were the one forever
But your love was like a loaded gun
You shot me down like everyone
'Cause everyone's replaceable
When you're just so incapable
Of getting past skin deep

Guess what, another game over
I got burned, but you're the real loser
I don't know why I've wasted my time with you
You're bad news, a history repeater
You can't trust a serial cheater
You're good at hooking up but you suck at love

You played me like an amateur
Then stabbed me like a murderer
I'm left for dead, another one of your victims
It's not like you're unpredictable
But your act is so believable
I know it's nothing personal, it's just business as usual
You're good at what you do

It's kinda feel sad... when I infinitely hate a person... just because that person resembles me too much... too similar... and I dun really like that part about me~

Random kindness....

Ketika sdg masukkan duit dlm cash machine CIMB...

sekeping duit RM100 taknak diterima mesin pandai itu~
dh rmai beratur kt belakang tunggu turn....

ketika diri sdg mengucapkan "the f word" ... ada seorg akak sentuh bahuku di belakang.

"duit adik takleh masuk mesin ke? nh tukar rm50 x 2 dgn akak"
"eih, haaa...." daku terkedu.

setelah masukkan, mesin nk plak terima RM50 x 2 tu... cit~

"eh, kak... terima kasih" tu je yg mampu aku balas dgn tunduk sbg tanda hormat...

random kindness from a stranger is really sweet ^^

Resolution

I fell in love with someone's blog. Especially this particulay post. sweet... ^^
(this is a re-post. credit is not mine)

My Private Prayer

Every morning, I'll say a brief prayer as I leave for work.
I pray for my parents and my three sisters.

I pray that today will be a better day than yesterday,

I pray for my every action and my every word will be out of necessity and that it leads to a greater purpose.

If today was meant to be a bad day for me, I pray that I am able to accept with humility and that I'll find the underlying wisdom.

I pray that I'm always reminded of what I do not lack.

I pray that I am content with what I now hold.

I pray that I am able to firmly hold on to what really matters, and am able to easily let go of what is not (though at times I have difficulty to distinguish between the two)

I pray that my every waking moment makes me a better man,

If today was meant to be my last, I pray that I'll be able to say that I've lived a full life, and am prepared to move on to the next.