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The race is on...

This is the time when I can't even relate to myself which one is more important. With my life as a mess as it is, I'm starting to wonder am I really doing it right.... But when I can actually get it right? It is still favourably unknown...

I want to teach the students the art of learning on your own. Gaining the experience which will maturing their innerself, but still depends on how they perceived things. But because of that they were somehow left behind. And I felt that it was my fault. I couldn't do the job right. Am I someone who take things easy? Why can't I have an arranged lifestyle? Why is it so difficult for me to re-scheduled my life~? And the sad things is, it affects others so much...

But I was stunned by one my students. Faiez said, "takpe ckgu, sy mmg percayakan kemampuan Meng...". That's it. That's my problem all these while... Why can't I trust my own students? They've done so much to gain that trust, but why have I neglected that.... to my Infinity F1 Team members, I am trully sorry for neglecting my duty as an advisor~

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iye, sy sudah kembali kepada zaman2 gilakan photography. Bukannye sy yg gemar mengambil gambar, tp menjadi penggemar meng-usha gambar..... Deviant Art is back~!!!

Percaya la~

Assalamualaikum,

remember when they say that "cikgu tak boleh berat sebelah..." ?
well, I failed. I admit, I have a few favourite students where I put my deep interest into them. I started to get to know them, feel their need and interest and I finally put my 100% trust into them.

Idrus. A boy from my practical school. Now studying form 5 in SMK Aminuddin Baki. The first time he started to amazed me was when I did a game of water rocket with the students. Even though his rocket was the lousiest, but the way he thinks was the best. And in the end, he won 1st prize with no fancy decoration of his rocket...


then, about a parachute design to save an egg from a 3rd floor. By looking a the a few pictures of military parachute, he design a whole new look of a parachute. superb~~


then, the program "Physics is Fun". Again, he amazed me. I gave one of the most impossible task, but he did create something out of nothing. That was the moment that I realized, he is really something. The world need to see his mind. People will get amazed. I have a deep believed in him. So, I try to sign him up for National Water Rocket competition. I really want the world to see him... but, I was only a practical teacher. And world always been cruel to others.... =(







I guess my intention was pure. A few months after that, I was already working permanently at SSI, he contacted me again. There was a small competition organized by UTM and he's entering. And I was assigned to send SSI students to the same competition too... But, my intention was to make the world noticing his talent. So, we met and I gave him the brief idea about Deep Water Floating. This competition was about designing an oil station which will float on the deep water without any support from the solid ground. We only met for 2 days. He also knew I was trapped between him and my own SSI students.

During the competition was the best moment ever. He had to fight against Form 6 students and Maticulation students. At first, I could see his eyes wondering nervously. I mean, he was just a Form 5 students from a very normal school. But yet, I was smiling broadly. My wish has been fulfilled. He amazed the whole audience, including pengarah MMSE, Malaysian Marine Southern Engineering and the vice-chancelor of UTM. His design was amazing. His idea was brilliant. He won the 2nd place because of his lousy english presentation (I was expecting this =.=" ) but he won the best design. If only you could see the brilliant of his design.....


And here I am, helping him to apply for scholarship after his quite lousy result for trial spm =.=" .... I am really hoping he could get a scholarship into any mech or civil engineering. I had a deep interest in him and I am still do. I really want to see him with success. He has such a great talent not to be wasted. And I also believe that Allah will always sees him as how I'm seeing him =D

Lie To Me

Assalamualaikum,

There is a person, who can't make up his mind about how he feels... which makes my feelings like riding a roller coaster. There are times when I feel like the ride is boring and there are a few moments that I can feel the tickles inside my heart.... And there are times that I feel like getting off this roller coaster because I can't take it anymore...

But, there are also some times when I feel like going with the flow and let the Creator decides my anxiety of the ride.

Humans are interesting. They tend to make up stories as to be the most interesting narrator of someone's life. They also tend to create excuses just to make sure that others will look at them as the victim of the misfortune.... I love looking at people from afar... trying to read their behaviour and learn about their thinking. As I enjoy watching them, I have a quick thought.

"Why is it so difficult for human to just be honest?" (including me) =P

Honesty is the best policy. Trust can highly be earn based on honesty. Other people will understand somehow, maybe not instantly but the best thing about human is... tanpa disedari, they like to show off their trueself. So sekiranya anda berbohong... x kira sunat ke tak... ur true feelings will always be showing off. Others can clearly see them. You r shaking your leg, brcakap tersekat2, mata brkelip byk kali, brcakap sambil pandang tempat lain... X payah laa brsusah payah nk bagi alasan... action speaks louder than words =))

"To make your children capable of honesty is the beginning of education"