Friday, 2 October 2015

Soul Searching Trip

Let's find that passion again!!!!

Blog is under maintenance.... To be continue~~

Saturday, 26 April 2014

Stop Bullying

I've always wondered, is there any bullying in Malaysia? Who does have the bad intention of bullying someone? What is bullying?

"Bullying is unwanted, aggressive behavior that involves a real or perceived power imbalance. The behavior is repeated, or has the potential to be repeated, over time. Bullying includes actions such as making threats, spreading rumors, attacking someone physically or verbally, and excluding someone from a group on purpose"

Bullying is not just based on physical abuse... A type of bullying also include the abusive used of verbal or threatening the safety of others. I was naive to see any bullying within my students as I always thought that people would never consider bullying anyone. Unfortunately, I realized the meaning of bullying in the hard way. And yes, I was the nerdy kid who actually got bullied despite of having the naive-innocent thought about human.

How can we stop bullying?

Bullying can be in many form. Any repetitive discomfort that a person cause to another person can also be a type of bullying.
As a witness, we should do something to defend the victim and stop the bullying.
As a victim, they need to realized that they are being bullied before confronting the bullies on their own. But these victims need to have a support group. So, find a group of friends who may not stand by you when you are in need, but at least will stand with you when you are lonely. This is when the Gossip Group is important. They may keep on gossiping about a lot of people, but they sometimes can also be the perfect fake friends who would support you in the time of depress.
But don't get depressed too much, as others might also find you annoying. Thus, the most important thing about standing up against the bullies is mentally strength. Be firmed with your decision. If the bullies came from a group, you may feel alienated or losing friends for a while, but the good ones will come around. So don't worry about those so-called friends-bullies.
And always remember that "Allah will always be with you"

"Akak tak pernah niat nak burukkan Ann" Stop with the sugar-coated words. 
Kalau tak pernah niat, tapi tetap terbuat, itu bermaksud kejahatan dah terserap dalam diri sampai tak sedar sedang dilakukan.... lagi bahaya tu~

Diperbodoh sekali maybe kerana baik hati,
Tapi kalau diperbodoh berkali-kali, itu memang dah bodoh betul....


Saturday, 19 April 2014

Lost By My Own Change

"I don't need a narrowed view that only seek what's 'Normal' and find a safe haven, I prefer a wider world than stay still... because that way is far more interesting"

Warau Kanoko-Sama, Stubborn, Lonely yet still stay strong with her own words and feelings, Kanoko learnt the beauty of life not just by observing others, but by helping in any way that she can without realising it. The unwanted kindness (^_^)

Sunday, 14 October 2012

Can we go back to the past~??

Weeping willows sits all alone,
with no one to love, no one to hold,
Thinking of the one who faded away,
She prepare herself for another long day.

Her freedom was founded,
In a house made of stone,
As she was finally given,
A home on her own.

But in only an instant,
    it all went away,
Leaving her just with the memories,
    of a man who couldn't stay.

She readies her future,
   but can't shake her past,
A life filled with love,
That just wouldn't last.

She longs for the day,
They will meet once again,
Completing their painting,
   of beauty within

The angle will dance,
and the prophets will sing,
She will sit by contented,
    to watch the whole thing....

Thursday, 11 October 2012

Ikhlas ke tak ni..?

Setelah berusaha memikirkan cara2 utk menghabiskan RM1.2 juta duit kerajaan... last2 namaku dikeluarkan daripada mana2 aktiviti melibatkan luar negara. Nk wat camna... dh nasib badan~~

Ikhlas. Mcm mana nk detect pekerjaan yg kita lakukan adalah tulus dan ikhlas.
This mind is set, so please heart don't speak anymore...
Dipetik daripada teater BLEACH (x ingat part 1 ke 2)

Yang penting kerja disiapkan dengan rasa lapang dan selesa... ikhlas atau tak, ukuran bukan kerja kita sbg manusia biasa yg hina. Yakin akan kepentingan pekerjaan kita dapat meringankan beban yang lain. Dan yakin kita adalah berguna kepada masyarakat ^^

Tuesday, 11 September 2012

I offer myself to you

"Miss Elliot, I can bear this no longer. You pierce my soul. I'm half agony, half hope. Unjust I may have been. Weak and resentful I have been, but never inconstant. I offer myself to you again with a heart even more your own than when you almost broke it eight years ago. I have loved none but you. You alone have brought me to Bath. For you alone I think and plan. Have you not seen this?"
Persuasion .:Jane Austen:.

aaaahhhh~~~ the beauty of conservative language of English. And the sweet conservative love of time before urban. What happen with the language of people with time...?  And what happen to the shape of love in time?

Before the introduction of electromagnetic waves to the world... before the widely usage of handphones, email, messenger or even facebook... Love was suppose to be the Trust, Faith and Believe without the need for introduction or falling in love. Love was determination. Love... was marriage.

But now, love is something that you need to work for it. You need to be introduced to it. And you need to fall for it. Before moving on to engagement and marriage. And the worst case scenario is when they say that "Yang kita sayang x semestinya yang kita kahwin"

What about those conservative love for soldiers at war.... When they are married without knowing who is the other half... when all the wives can do is waiting faithfully for their husbands to come back alive (okay, I got this idea from the novel Isteri Hanaoka Seishu) and yet, when the husbands came back, the tangerine feelings inside are precious and priceless. This is what they call "I knew I love you before I know you" by Savage Garden.

Sunday, 2 September 2012


"You cannot demand change from people, you can only inspire them..."
Lying to be Perfect .:movie:.

These few words of an incomplete sentence that actually came from an unknown movie, has actually gave a deep meaning to myself. What do these words meant? Why am I bothered by these words...

After 2 years of becoming a teacher, i started to feel bored with everything. Repeating the same thing over and over again.... aren't you people get tired of it?? I was wondering, what is this job about? If its about giving them the knowledge, they can just read the books and conduct their own experiments. So, what is the purpose that I am here?

Inspirations..... As I received this message from one of my ex-student, somehow everything just fit in. I knew the reason why I am here... Why I have to be here... 
to be the helping hand for them,
to be the one that telling them to dream big and wide,
to be the one to push and give them a little courage to have that 1st step,
to be the one to catch them when they fall,
to give them strength for them to pull through,
to let them experience the life success and failure,
to let them know the importance of love and family,
to be the inspiration for them to be a better person.... a much better person than myself
and to inspire is a very huge responsibility~~