Welcome Pain

I am supposed to pursue my dream
in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

Yui -again-
credit : depyon

Cute really. Especially when you realized how close your situation now with these lyrics.
I had lost my sky (hope) before. I wanted to give up and play safe but there is nowhere for me to go. And I'm still resisting to let go. This little dream I have is still keep on pushing me from behind. If I lose it, there's nothing left to push me ahead.