Blending In...

Being a teacher is a good job. I love being around kids, learning from them as teaching them about life and how difficult it would be as they growing up. But the main cause of headache are the paperworks. Fail panitia, laporan post-motem, buku rekod kehadiran, laporan aktiviti mingguan, minit mesyuarat, buku P&P, kertas kerja F1, Laporan Water Rocket, senarai buku latihan.... and the list goes on and on.

I'm using my method of "no comment" for every single comment I got from them. I really hope my patience will overflow. I need it to be overflow. Please....

Maturing....

There will be times when I was so close to him yet we are so far apart. We only been apart for less than a year but... He grew up, being a matured adult and a much better person than I am.
What is this feeling inside of me?
am I jealous?
or am I sad because I can't read his feelings anymore?
The sayings "we realise things are precious once they are lost" have its own truth. Our friendship is slipping away and yet only after meeting him again that I realised.
I hate this! Maturing is a pain in the ass.

Wake up call...

Do Not
Undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others.
It is because we are different, that each of us is special.


Do Not...
Set your goals by what other people deem important.
Only you know what is best for you..


Do Not...
Take for granted the things closest to your heart
Cling to them as you would your life for without them life is meaningless.


Do Not...
Let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future
By living your life one day at a time, you live all the days of your life.


Do Not...
Give up when you still have something to give
Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other.


Do Not...
Be afraid to encounter risks
It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.


Do Not...
Shut love out your life by saying it is impossible to find.
The quickest way to receive love is to give love
The fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly.


Do Not...
Dismiss your dreams
To be without dreams is to be without hope
To be without hope is to be without purpose.


Do Not...
Run through life so fast that you forget
not only where you have been but also where you are going.

The song of Goodbye

Life is never definite
As long as we still strive for the best, eventually time will lead the way.
Living is amazing

Puppy Luv?

Colour can detemine your mood and stress?

ann's Existing Situation
Seeks to share a bond of understanding intimacy in an esthetic atmosphere of peace and tenderness.


ann's Stress Sources
Wants to overcome a feeling of emptiness and of separation from others. Believes that life still has far more to offer and that she may miss her share of experiences if she fails to make the best use of every opportunity. She therefore pursues her objectives with a fierce intensity and commits herself deeply and readily. Feels herself to be completely competent in any field in which she engages, and can sometimes be considered by others to be interfering or meddlesome.


ann's Restrained Characteristics
Feels that she is burdened with more than her fair share of problems. However, she sticks to her goals and tries to overcome her difficulties by being flexible and accommodating.
Circumstances force her to compromise and to forgo some pleasures for the time being. Capable of achieving physical satisfaction from sexual activity.


ann's Desired Objective
Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics skillfully so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermining others' confidence in herself.


ann's Actual Problem
The fear that she might be prevented from achieving the things she wants leads her to play her part with an urgent and hectic intensity.


ann's Actual Problem #2
Fights against restriction or limitation, and insists on developing freely as a result of her own efforts.

dah lame....

ku rindu blogging tiba2. a lot of things had happen. from a childish me who always dream big and ended up at the same place but with different attitude. I'm still looking forward for the underestimate future. I will still believe that the wind will always be different from yesterday. The feelings should be differ as well =]