Welcome Pain

I am supposed to pursue my dream
in this narrow winding road, stuttering in the crowds of people

It's not that I want to return to that past,
I am just searching for the sky I have lost.
I hope you understand.
Don't show the sad face as if you have been sacrificed.

Tears do not end a sin. We have to carry it with us through
in this maze of feelings with no ends in sight.
Who am I waiting for?
As scribbled on the blank note, I want to be more honest.
What do I want to escape from?
Is it this thing called "reality"?

"For what am I living?"
In the middle of the night as my memories are fading.
I can't play safe anymore,
but there is nowhere to go too.
There's still so much in life to remove this feeling.
I will feel nostalgic about it.
I welcome this pain.

Yui -again-
credit : depyon

Cute really. Especially when you realized how close your situation now with these lyrics.
I had lost my sky (hope) before. I wanted to give up and play safe but there is nowhere for me to go. And I'm still resisting to let go. This little dream I have is still keep on pushing me from behind. If I lose it, there's nothing left to push me ahead.

Jumper -yes man-

Fmaj7               C                   G
 I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend

Fmaj7               C              G
 You could cut ties with all the lies that youve been living in, A-and

Fmaj7                C         G
If you do not want to see me again I would understand


G             Am      C      G
I would Under-sta---i-a---i-and

G             Am      C      G
I would under-sta---i-a---i-and

Am( hold )
The angry boy, a bit too insane,

C( hold )
icing over a secret pain,

G
You know you dont belong,


   Am                                D9sus2
Well everyone I know has got a reason, to say, put the past away

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Fmaj7               C                   G
 I wish you would step back from that ledge my friend


Fmaj7               C                   G
 You could cut ties with all the lies that you've been livin in, A-and

Fmaj7                C          G
if you do not want to see me again


G             Am      C      G
I would Under-sta---i-a---i-and

G             Am      C      G
I would under-sta---i-a---i-and

Ordinary Miracles

The famous "ant nebulae"

remember "Ultraman 7 stars?" - here is the "Seven Sisters"

Surat ar-Rahman (chapter 55), "When the sky is torn apart, so it was (like) a red rose, like ointment."

and my latest SkyWatcher Explorer Reflector 200P EQ5

How Galaxy Works

redshift
The expansion of the universe means that light travelling towards us will have its wavelength stretched along with the universe.

be drift by the wonders of the universe~

tag2 kawen?

1. How old are you?

–> 22 (not a girl not yet a woman)

2.Are you single?

–> yup n available =]

3. At what age do you think you’ll get married?

–> 25 insyaAllah. Mudah2an dipermudahkan~

4. Do you think you’ll marrying the person you are with now?

–> might be. might not be. who knows

5. If not, who do you want to marry?

–> Satoshi Ohno ^x^

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?

–> my sis kot... then, my cousins? haha... tgk laa saper avaliable n takleh lg cun dr aku pd ari itu... =p

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?

–>garden... tp byk nyamuk... hahaha.... or kt ballroom hotel ke... ekekekek

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?

–> winter sonata~ ahaks

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?

–> everybody who knows me.

10.Will that include your exes?

–> masuk kot... huhu.. kalo sudi dtg aa

11.How many layers of cake do you want?

–> nk satu layer jek... tp khas utk me n my future husband je leh mkn... ekekekek

12.When do you want to get married, morning or evening?

–> Nikah friday morning kt masjid abu bakar, jb... lawa tmpt tu~

13.Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding.

–> lagu kawen melayu, cina, hindustan, omputih n jepun(arashi-one love, yuna ito - precious)

jiwang~~

14.Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork?knife?

–> pki tgn aa~ ikot sunnah nabi (bak kata kirin)

15.Champagne or red wine?

–> sirap limau je leh tak? haha

16.Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?

–> kalo leh right after~

17.Money or household items?

–> money =p

18.How many kids would you like to have?

–> kalo leh nk 5... tp ikut rezeki Allah sediakan

19.Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?

–> wajib. haha

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?

–> hmmm.... lang (semestinya), pi'e sudi ke? haha...

Goodbye Winter

Recap~

1st night

2nd day : behind my room

again, behind my room

Neo di belakang berusaha membuat snowman

hasil masterpiece Neo

Sebesar aku~

Rookies

I had been watching Japanese Drama Rookies, superb.

I had to admit, I'm in the middle of self-destruction as once in a while, I've been thinking about giving up my own dream. After watching Rookies, somehow, I regain my passion again. But then, the reality came. The world are just too difficult. It's not as easy as it seems. I know, patience is virtue, but I can't help this feeling of losing.

"Everyone has equal rights to dream"
"If you dare to pull out your courage, you can change"
"Reflection is needed, but clinging to your past mistake is foolish"

I love these motivational words from Rookies.
Seriously, Rookies is very recommended!!!