Blending In...

Being a teacher is a good job. I love being around kids, learning from them as teaching them about life and how difficult it would be as they growing up. But the main cause of headache are the paperworks. Fail panitia, laporan post-motem, buku rekod kehadiran, laporan aktiviti mingguan, minit mesyuarat, buku P&P, kertas kerja F1, Laporan Water Rocket, senarai buku latihan.... and the list goes on and on.

I'm using my method of "no comment" for every single comment I got from them. I really hope my patience will overflow. I need it to be overflow. Please....

Maturing....

There will be times when I was so close to him yet we are so far apart. We only been apart for less than a year but... He grew up, being a matured adult and a much better person than I am.
What is this feeling inside of me?
am I jealous?
or am I sad because I can't read his feelings anymore?
The sayings "we realise things are precious once they are lost" have its own truth. Our friendship is slipping away and yet only after meeting him again that I realised.
I hate this! Maturing is a pain in the ass.